With the way I latch on to things and don't let go until they're done or I have eyestrain so bad I can't read the screen anymore, I'd like to think I don't have one... but some days I wonder.
Banging around the Nexus this morning, replying to comments and checking out new mods.
See one called Zombie apocalypse. Sounds fun, I download. Grab a couple to go with it - one that turns ferals into shamblers, and a sound fix for said shambling mod.
See another mod recommended by the Zombie Apocalypse author that aids in "realism". Remember that Arwen is constantly pushing her realism "tweaks", so decide to do a search and see what they're all about, as I'm finding the game ridiculously easy with any two of my sadistic cuties in tow, and I see that Arwen recommends new game.
Start thinking about new game. Which, of course, makes me start thinking about how much I hate AS-R's starting location... which of course makes me think about the V1 alternate start mod I've been tossing around in the labyrinthine HELL that is my head...
Trouble is, I still haven't finished that damned tutorial.
So you get a glimpse of how I can be so one-track minded, yet still a complete airhead.
A leads to B, but while working on B I'm thinking about C and D. D is less trouble so I decide to do it first, but by the time I'm done with D I'm ready to start in on H and have completely fucking forgotten C. And, of course I remember a week later at five in the morning, and jump around and do it at the last second...
Don't ever let anyone tell you that having a very active mind is a boon. It's a fucking curse, I tell you.
...and of course, the Goddamned Nexus just went down again. You know, it's shit like this that erases any urge I have to become a premium member.
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